Sunday, October 31, 2010
Entry : 11Feelings : Angry
我受够了！我已经顺着他们很久了！我甚至到了 想要得到的得不到 那种地步。我受够了！我只要求带着电脑出门，这有错吗？她总是不肯顺着我的意思。 我受够了！就因为她不肯答应我的要求，我就不出门。反正去的是他们想去的地方，不是我想去的地方！可就因为我拒绝出门她又给我脸色看！做母亲就有资格干涉我做决定的权利吗？我不要这种生活！我不要！我不要我不要！别人的孩子都自由自在的。都有权决定那一天想做的事。而我呢？！我不管！大学。那是我最大的让步了！到了大学,我一定要搬出去！搬到友人家也好，大伯家也好，总之，我一定要找到我梦寐以求的那种生活！
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Entry : 10
Feelings : -
Was searching for songs when came across this at the " Related Videos " column. Thought would be funny and viewed.Was indeed funny and decided to share it with you guys. ^.^
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Entry : 9
Feelings : Sad, Unfair
“人非圣贤，孰能无过？”
We are all humans, who will not make mistakes?
Since then, why can't people stay silent when others make mistakes?
Of course, if its a Big Mistake, people should remind them, but if its a Small 1 and that person noticed and apologized and tried not to repeat the same mistake, why can't the surrounding people just stay silent?
Will it hurt or kill them if they just keep quiet? Why must they reprimand us and embarrass us in front of such a crowd?
I saw that Old Lady again. She has Diabetes and when I look at her legs, I totally..
She isn't that old and at her age, most elderly people should be having a happy life, with their Grand-children. But according to the people working at the Coffee Shop, she is married but did not manage to give birth and then she had some mental problems and sometimes she will order a cup of coffee and will go to the toilet to add in water suddenly. Its unfair. She had Diabetes and some Mental Problems. Just because of this 2 factors she is rejected by the Society. She is sitting on a table and having her coffee but is asked to move several times. She moved 6 times last week and this week.. Its unfair! NO ONE WANTS THIS KIND OF ILLNESS NOR THIS KIND OF LIFE! WHY CAN'T THE SOCIETY TREAT HER BETTER?! ITS ISN'T HER FAULT SHE GETS THESE ILLNESSES!
A Old Uncle who had watched me grow up, he was here tonight and was drinking alone. He had a sad expression on his face. But according to my mum, 10 years ago, he was having a happy and peaceful life with his wife and children but now, he seems to be alone..
There are so many elderly people in Sg. Some having happy life with their Grand-Children. Some ill, in the hospital. Some in the Old Folks Homes. Some leading a tough life outside alone. Some with partners fighting in the rain. Most of them are so pitiful.. Rejected by the Society, rejected by their Family.. Its pitiful you know? Its not the Elderly that are pitiful, don't misunderstand. Its their Family members. B'cos they are giving up People's Life. And that "People" is their Family. Isn't it pitiful? I know, we sometimes find our parents or grandparents annoying. But its true they support us. Its true we are eating and sleeping in their Property. Its true they give us good advices. I know I'm rude to them and I don't know what kind of Retribution I will get..I don't know what will I become when I grow up. I just hope that I will not be so Pitiful.. Giving up my Parents' life..
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Friday, October 29, 2010
Entry : 8Feelings : Sienz
At the start of the year, SOTA came.
After PSLE, Serangoon Garden and XinMin Sec also came to talk about their schools.
Today Naval Base and Monday Anderson and Yishun Town.
Except for Xin Min and Anderson, I'm not really interested in their talks.
Xin Min GG quite good and focus on Discipline(Prefects too!) and for Anderson, their score should be about my range? But now PSLE I will definitely not score my best.. Haiz..
Wadda do now? So Sien, So Bored..
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Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Entry : 7Feelings : Angry
Why must she make herself like a maid?!
She's complaining the family treat her like a maid. But, its her who make herself like a maid!
Despite her PRECIOUS Son being so old, she still insist on going to fetch him home at 1.30pm. For what? Carry his bag. And he always make her wait, spending time inside school chit-chatting and when he comes out, he just give her the bag and spend the whole time talking to his friends.
Return home, she help him Scoop the rice, Cut the meat into slices, Add the soup. She does everything for him except feeding him.
And after which, she Wash his bowl and Utensils and he sit down for an hour or two of TV. Then she would come out, take his timetable and handbook and pack his bag for him. He just simply sit down there with his leg up high and say "Oi! That 1 need bring larh! Later I get scolding from teacher then you know! Stupid!" or "Oi! MiMi(Mummy)! That 1 don't need bring! Very heavy you know?! You want kill me arh?!"
And she just simply do as he say without complains.
In the morning, she even have to prepare 2/3 sets of breakfast for him, depending on his mood, he will eat 1 of the sets.
Arg! Burning with anger, I know this is his PRECIOUS son, but do she have to do all this? Do she have to behave like a maid? She is so Fierce to my Dad. So Unhappy with my Granny and so Annoyed with Me. But with him?! Arg, I need to stop talking about him, or else, THE HOUSE WILL START BURNING.
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Saturday, October 23, 2010
Entry : 6Feelings : Troubled
The H0tChocoLatte is now very very troubled..
Firstly, PSLE.
The H0tChocoLatte didn't put in her 100% effort and didn't really do much revision. (Mai scold me!)
Secondly,Result.
The H0tChocoLatte knows that her results would come out very very lousy thus finding a way to explain to her parents.
Thirdly, Sec School.
The H0tChocoLatte knows that due to her lack of effort in the PSLE, her results would come out lousy, resulting her to have a limit of choices of Sec School.
And The 3rd Trouble Branched out into More Trouble!
The H0tChocoLatte is a lazy girl who needs 9 hours of sleep and couldn't wake up in the morning.Choosing a Sec School very near is the best choice right? So, Canberra Sec. Granny works there and I can spend more time with her before she leaves the world. She is my only Grandparent left, and she is also the one who spent my childhood with me and also the one who fork out $ for my Tuition Fees. Also, because my family is considered as the Poor Section, if I enter Canberra Sec, I can get the Scholarships every year and help out my family financially.
But, I want to enter Chung Cheng High too. Because my best Subject is Chinese, entering that Sec School can help me boost up my Chinese Score. But I would need to wake up early and need to spent $ and Time taking MRT/Bus. Although Dad says he would use his Bike to bring me there, he will need to work..
Haiz... What to do.. What to Choose.. The H0tChocoLatte is going to die of frustration soon!
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Thursday, October 21, 2010
Entry : 5Feelings : Unfair
Life is so Unfair!
Just because he likes that dish, she cooked for him and made the whole family suffer!
Granny, Dad and I hated that dish so much! But to please him, she cooked 1 big plate of it for him.
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Just because she hated to see my dad without teeth, (My dad went to the dentist and his upper teeth left only 1 tooth) she forced me to fork out the $ for my Dad to get rid of that tooth.
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Just because he go "seduce" the kid to play with him and made noises, she go beat up the kid without even asking what happened.
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Just because he is hungry, she made my Granny make some "Homemade Roti Prata" for him. And my Granny was watching TV! Just because of 1 him and her stupid request, she have to off the TV to make him food. And while she is making and I am helping out, Dad,She and Him are either Watching TV or Playing Computer! And they finished up all the food and the Chef didn't even eat 1 piece of it!!
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I'm sick of this life. As long as she and him are unhappy, the whole family have to work hard to please them. Its unfair! And me? I don't even have the rights to choose my Secondary school! What does this means? UNFAIR!
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Saturday, October 16, 2010
Entry : 4Feelings : Angry
Boys like to make empty promises huh?
Fine, since you still don't know my character after 10 years, I'll show you what I CAN DO!
Piggy promised that he will use MP4 in the future while I use the PSP. Now he say he want a switch, I disagreed and he say he want both. I gave him 1 tight slap and went to keep both. Arh, you know what he will do right? Hide in kitchen, Sob Sob Sob. LAI LARH! I SCARED YOU?! I ELDER THEN YOU! I CAN STAY AWAKE UNTIL 2AM TO GET BOTH BACK FROM YOU EVEN IF YOU TRY TO HIDE IT!
I Hate Liars And People Who Make Empty Promises. Decide First Before You Promise Anything. B'cos If You Cannot Fulfill That Promise, I'll Hate You For Life And Take Revenge!
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Friday, October 15, 2010
Entry : 3Feelings : Regretful
When you have something for a long time, you will grow to think that it isn't nice and wish it's over soon.
But when you don't have it, you will grow to love it again, and wish time would go back.
Years ago, I used to experience icy cold Silence very very often b'cos I don't like going out, thus I would stay at home to study or play whenever my parents go out. And of course they bring their Darling Son. So the house is empty with me.
Having the silence for too long, I hated it. And I went out with my parents more often than usual.
Now that my mum takes care of a child, its noisy, especially during the child's dinner time. He don't like my mum cook de food so he would always chew very slowly and end up getting scolded, beat up and vomit out!
Having the "OMG! EK! Disgusting!" from Their Darling Son, Scolding from my dad, Shouting from my mum,Criticising from my Granny and Screaming from that child, the silence I once hated was gone, disappeared into the thin air..
I missed the Silence I once have. Sometimes, in the night, I would even make an effort to not drift into sleep. I wanted to feel that peacefulness from the Silence. I missed it, I really missed it.
Silence is indeed the most wonderful piece of music. But it is also the most awful music in the world. I would want to experience that icy cold Silence again..
5:44 PM Back to top
Entry : 2
Feelings : Surprised
Quite a few surprises today.
Firstly, CCA.
I didn't know there was CCA today at all. And this is the LAST CCA! Maybe b'cos I'm a bad student & didn't listen to what the teachers said. Lol.
Secondly, the MTL class Party.
I expected the teacher to bring lots of Container and group us into a few groups to eat. But its like a buffet and all were crowding over... Ended up not eating much.. Lol.
Thirdly, Mdm Lee's absence.
I thought that since Mdm Lee is absent, we won't go to the Com Lab, but the Barbie Doll Teacher brought us there! Lol.
Fourthly, Rewards for yesterday's Help-Out at the Sci Practical.
I didn't expect rewards and so was surprised. Oh yes, I didn't even heard the The Teacher calling us over 'cos we were in the Com Lab as I had my Headphones on. But she remembered me and called for me. Lol.
Last but not least, MY ROOM!!!
IT BECAME NAKED! MY MUM WENT IN TO CLEAR UP THINGS! AND NOW, I CAN'T EVEN FIND MY CLOTHES!!! Lol.
Why are all these unpleasant Surprises...
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Thursday, October 14, 2010
Entry : 1Feelings : Happy
I, or rather my class Girls, helped out in the Primary 5 Science Practical today.
I don't think it should be called " Helping Out ". It should be called " Building Bonds ".(LOL)
Thats b'cos during that time. Each and every of us grew to be more familiar with another.
Other than this, we suffered. Walking around and helping out from 7.30 ~ 12.30.
You could imagine how tiring it is.
But after such Bitter time, there was a small part of happy times.
Rewards ( Mini Lollipop ) from Mrs Wong, form teacher.
Praises from Mrs Liew ( the 1 who needed our help ).
And bright smiles from The Teachers of the Primary 5 class & Mr Lim,Mrs Yang.
I guess it worth it..
Rewards ( Mini Lollipop ) from Mrs Wong, form teacher.
Praises from Mrs Liew ( the 1 who needed our help ).
And bright smiles from The Teachers of the Primary 5 class & Mr Lim,Mrs Yang.
I guess it worth it..
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