Friday, October 15, 2010
Entry : 3
Feelings : Regretful
When you have something for a long time, you will grow to think that it isn't nice and wish it's over soon.
But when you don't have it, you will grow to love it again, and wish time would go back.
Years ago, I used to experience icy cold Silence very very often b'cos I don't like going out, thus I would stay at home to study or play whenever my parents go out. And of course they bring their Darling Son. So the house is empty with me.
Having the silence for too long, I hated it. And I went out with my parents more often than usual.
Now that my mum takes care of a child, its noisy, especially during the child's dinner time. He don't like my mum cook de food so he would always chew very slowly and end up getting scolded, beat up and vomit out!
Having the "OMG! EK! Disgusting!" from Their Darling Son, Scolding from my dad, Shouting from my mum,Criticising from my Granny and Screaming from that child, the silence I once hated was gone, disappeared into the thin air..
I missed the Silence I once have. Sometimes, in the night, I would even make an effort to not drift into sleep. I wanted to feel that peacefulness from the Silence. I missed it, I really missed it.
Silence is indeed the most wonderful piece of music. But it is also the most awful music in the world. I would want to experience that icy cold Silence again..