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Entry : 17
Feelings : Dead

When he does things to anger me, they will think that I'm at fault first and ignore the whole thing.
But when I did things to hurt him or rather, to take revenge (or accident), they will immediately raise their voices and scold me.
I know why. I'm the first kid in that generation. If I'm a boy, or should I say, if I'm not in this world, he would have been the first male kid in that generation. In other words, "zhang sun". And they would gain more "power" in the family. They probably dislike me for this reason.
Anyways, he angered me that day so much I think he is being very disrespectful. So I changed his MapleStory password. He couldn't access into his account and told them about it. And I got scoldings. But I'm determined in this plan so insist on not changing back.
Got infected by his fever and was a little sick today. Requested to stay at home and not go to the CCA Colours thingy. They immediately scolded me and say I'm just a useless piece of trash. Did they even think of what I feel? Aren't they even curious why I don't want to go? Did they show concern?
Why am I born in such a family..? I feel so like leaving this world immediately...
I'm tired of such life..

Name : H0tChocoLatte
Age : Its rude to ask a female her age!
Horoscope : Libra


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