Saturday, November 20, 2010
Entry : 18
Feelings : Confused & Upset
1 and a half day since I last talked to my Mum.
Don't feel like starting a conversation with her.
It wouldn't matter to her whether I talk to her or not anyways.. She have a good son what.
A good son who bring his friends to areas they shouldn't be at during school hours.
A good son who bully me since young.
A good son who learnt how to set people up.
People might think I'm a cruel person when it comes to Friendship and Kinship.
For friendship, you might see me shouting at my friends often.
Thats mostly because I'm on duty.
For kinship, have anyone cared about me?
My 3 uncles. 1st one is too busy with wife and children. Another 1 always think that being older should respect and love the younger ones (Like he did those to me. Take LiMin/QianHui for an example, I always respect them and treat them like my own sisters! They share their sorrows,happiness and thoughts with me. They respected me. They lighten up my life, but Him? Urg!). And the last one, although he like me very much, when it comes to me and Him, he'll just keep quiet.
Grandma is siding with her "Zhang Sun"
Parents with Him..
................ What do i do now...