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Entry : 19
Feelings : Upset

Realized only today.
I.. don't really have friends.
Yeah, I know, everyone who is able to view this post is one of my friends.
But, most of you.. I can't talk to you about my personal things.
"Personal issues/problems". When you heard/see this, you should have thought of Adults and Seniors right?
Yeah, that's what I thought of too.
Adults.. family? No way, their not on my side, they'll only reprimand me.. No use.
Teachers? Holidays now.
Seniors. All in sec.. Obvious.. Best seniors are Amanda and Amirah.. But they both.. I guessed we had stop contacting each other.
Juniors? Same.. Lost contact for quite awhile.. L. Li Min, Hui Min, Qian Hui..
Best friends? T. Li Min?
I used to have quite a few good friends to share my sorrows and happiness with.
1st : Weng Yee. But one a unlucky day, she told me she don't wanna be friends with me anymore..
2nd : Rachel. But on a unlucky day, my mum told her mum about something she shouldn't say. Thus Rach, and my 3rd (Shu Hui), have both separated from me..
The only friends I have left is all my online friends.
Jies. They somehow drifted away from me..
Kors, haven't been online lately.
Papa, Ah Gong and Ah Ma somehow "disappeared".
Am i really a piece of unwanted, useless trash?
Am i really that hopeless?
I miss those days which are so innocent.. When each time i reach school i open up my books and be a nerd. When i have totally no friends. At least.. It doesn't hurt so much as compared to now..

Name : H0tChocoLatte
Age : Its rude to ask a female her age!
Horoscope : Libra


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